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Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you


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|Thursday, February 15, 2007

Alright. my last post to close up my life chapter on SRJC.
I didnt think of joining canoeing wen i first entered SR. infact i didnt even know wat to join. I guess from the partial influence of my 2 OGLs who are both canoeist and the fact that i love seasports i was drawn into the cca. furthermore, its something new rite? haha.
First few trainings were tedious. i almost died. but now wen you turn back and look at it, you have that sense of achievement. 340 crunches, 15 pull ups. 90 push ups. cool eh?? But it was'nt all about the physical training la. the paddling part was even more fun.
First we did the T2 ( 2 ppl boat) then i did the T1 ( one person boat) then later towards the end of the month i tried the K boats. (the one with a triangle base) its hard to balance. i didnt capsize. haha. cos there was captain infront. heh. rite rite? (so if you read this next time pumping i -50 k? =P) then after the K boats i tried another type of boat, they call it mos ( short form of mosquitoe). yea that boat is even tougher. but again i didnt capsize. wahah! so now dunno if its was me who is pro or becasue of the senior infront. haha. OKay. Then there came the time wen i finally capsized. i was doing the k boat with deb and in less then 5secs we caped. haha! okay.. so i'm not that pro after all...
Friendships blossomed. my canoeing mates> Calsia, grace, deb, grace, jonathan, richard (mr 0.1 tonne), amanda,wee beng. my seniors> captain, brian, andrea, jerome, darren, jeremy, caroline, charlene and so many more...

Oh well, watever will be, will be. all things have to come to an end rite. so. thanx to everyone for giving me beautiful memories of my first 1 month in SRJC. i love you guys. =)

the garden in my heart.messed.
7:27 PM

|Saturday, February 10, 2007

Its another goodbye party. We had BBQ had east coast! haha. yea..its really fun. we had laughing disease for no reason. i think its calsia's fault. ya. its her fault. heh. =p

Anywae, some pics for you guys to see. =)

the garden in my heart.messed.
10:41 PM

|Friday, February 09, 2007

I quit SRJC already.. Sad. very very sad... oh well, i guess all things have to come to an end rite? Thankfully i have hell lot of pictures to sustain them in my goldfish brain ( 7 sec memory). I seriously wanna thank the person who invented the camera... who is it anywae??

MY class.. 1AO6......

My history lecturer and us...

The Guys...
Steph, adele and I =)

Bye guys... gonna miss you all.. =(

the garden in my heart.messed.
6:18 AM

|Tuesday, February 06, 2007

( this post was meant for 5/2/07)

Today, after sch. deb, grace, calsia and I went to PS to watch a movie. we wanted to watch Ms potter. but some how we ended up agreeing to watch THE QUEEN. haha. amzaing?? Yea. i guess cos all 4 of us are history students and someone said it was nice (cant remember who...). Anywae, the show is..... damn DAMN BORING CAN??? so sian lo. grace and deb fell asleep. cal and i managed to stay faithful to our 7 dollars. After movie, we walked into spotlight. We did funny stuff..

haha! cheers! bye bye.

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6:55 AM

|Sunday, February 04, 2007

Life isnt so good lately. I''M IN A kACHANGpUTEh MODE NOW....

So many stuff goin on around. i guess i'm mostly affected by the fact that i'll be leaving my JC frens soon... weird rite?? i wasnt so affected by it with my secondary frens. I guess we just have a diff kind of bond.

Canoeing is gonna end too. i gotta leave my 3 boyfriends already... one who keeps me going on water, another who protects and helps me float. and of cos, the one who holds me in all the time. hehe. (you've gotta read in between the lines to know who they are) =p

Granny is sick. just got admitted into the hospital again. =( haiz.

Results will be out real soon. like in a few days' time?? dad asked if i need him to accompany me get my results. -_- i wont jump kay??

I feel left out sometimes, somehow.... I no longer have the kindof attention i had in sec sch. Its hard adapting to a new environment with new ppl.

Anywae. in order to cheer myself up, i went to serach yuotube for somethikng funny. haha. it really is! (p.s click the red cross on top to stop my blog music. )

the garden in my heart.messed.
5:23 AM