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Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you


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|Thursday, April 26, 2007

WEEK 1 of poly life will soon be over in approximately 30 hours time.
so far it has been a good experience. my classmates have bond very closely and easily in the past few days. we meet up first at the 'mushroom' everyday before lectures... and of cos we go to the classrooms together. wonder how long this thing will last...
For the week, only lectures need to be attended. we've gone through most of them.. Organisation behavior, accounting, communication skills. tomorrow would be macro economics. we did micro in jc. so i guess macroecons will be almost similar?
i signed up for dance. Really wanna make it into the team... auditions will be scary. i just hope it doesnt get the better of me. =(

the garden in my heart.messed.
3:11 AM

|Monday, April 23, 2007

BUSINESS WON! see i told you. MUAHAHAH. wat to do.. we got brain and muscles... EHH... hahah anyway, its really quite amazing wen you think of it tt we had 2 days of orientation while the other schs had 3 or 4, and we still won. wahaha. 3rd time liao. so happy we didnt let down the sch. =))

first day of poly was okay. very much like jc. but no stress... yea. i like my classmates. =)

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8:13 AM

|Thursday, April 19, 2007

Day 1 of orientation-> BORING! everyone is like so dead.. my class ppl sian sian. i guess the only fun thing i can post about is that i got short listed for the dragon boating competition tmr. wish me luck! business will win the champion cup for the 3rd time. we'll beat engineering, design, science and IT flat. watch us. MUAHAHAHAH....

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5:41 AM

Sch will start tmr. excited? yea, maybe a little. come to think of it, the past few months passed really slowly... its good that sch's starting. then i wont be at home eating and becoming fat.

i guess during this few months, i've learned how to cope with the ever changing environment. first its like after the o level, staying in australia for half a month.. then coming back to singapore for jc.. and after that moving on to the everyday-dance life. and now its back to sch much in just 3 months yea?

i've sort of learnt how to take things and learn how to let go. example, my jc frens... its like we were so close. but wen they had to continue with jc, and i had to wait for poly to begin.. my life was stationery while theirs had already moved on. (Also, not forgetting canoeing. how in love i was with it...)in some ways i 'clinged' onto that lifestyle. then i began to feel lost and stuff. now, i get it. =)

dance dance dance.

still crazy over it... i just wanna continue it soo much. the flame of my passion has just been lit and i had to end it already. not fair rite? oh well, i'll keep the flame burning. tpdance need to audition! ah!. pray for tt i'll make it yea?

oh ya. and of cos i did something throughout my entire long holiday.. my toilet!
i'll post the pics next time. =) Alrght got sch tmr! nite.

the garden in my heart.messed.
5:40 AM

|Sunday, April 15, 2007

i've been out alot lately.. hardly spend time at home..i'm not really in a good mood. bleah. in one night soo many sudden and random things were thrown at my face. if you guys noticed i took off all the dance videos especially those in class. i had to cos i got this warning from a student i guess. she said tt we've been told not to put in on the web and if i don remove it she's gonna tell the instructors.. its really scary. i still feel insecure even though i've removed it. somehow, i just feel that my reputation will be ruined infront of all the instructors tt i absolutely admire SO MUCH. like who wouldnt wanna talk to the instructors about something interesting rite. and telling them how they tell off some idiot tt she's putting their choreo on youtube for others to copy. YEA. tts it man mei chin. you are deep SHIT. aarrgh. i feel like a total fool.

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9:16 AM

|Thursday, April 12, 2007


yea... sad. dance lessons ended today.
i just started to get the whole thing and now it has to end.
i know that dancing has just begun in my life,
i'm just having this sad thing now..
oh well, we'll see how things go..
we took a few pics with our favourite instructors..

that's us with ishi

bryan and us...

the garden in my heart.messed.
8:10 AM

|Tuesday, April 10, 2007

i'm happy again! =))

Today was like the dancers' day out. we had so much fun and made so much out of it. we went for lunch at new york first. our buger, was huge..

Yea.. then after our tummys were filled. we went to rehearse for our dance routine... there were a few takes.. haha. here and there different ppl made mistakes so we had to NG. haha.... ( sound like real acting). anywae, here's roughly how it looks..

Later we went for dance class... today was v pop. its like singing and dancing. yea. the dance part was hard enough... SING?!?!? the amount of footwork we had was crazy! All thanks to intructor Yutaki..(btw, he acts in mediacorp... why is studio wu so full of celebrities??) ah.. after that was j/k pop... AAHHHH! i can hardly contain my excitement... why? cos i got CHOSEN! BY ISHI! IIISSSHHHIII!!!! the way studio wu conducts their lessons is after everyone has learnt the steps, the class will split into half, then they'll take turns. and after that they will pick out the GOOOD ones to dance. I GOT PICKED!! ME! AHH!!!!! hahaha.... joyce got picked too. =)) this is my second time. the first time was by choon hui. she said i improved alot. tts why. hehheh. =))

oh well, wanna see the hip hop dance we did with ishi??


the garden in my heart.messed.
7:56 AM

|Sunday, April 08, 2007

bleah! today is boring... i was looking forward to going for dance but joyce, mel, frank all busy. and i kinda had guzheng also.. so too bad. cannot go.=( i went for guzheng in the end.usually on sundays i would tutor my fren accounts, but i didnt this week. i guess i was kindof fedup that she doesnt really care though she says she's worried and stuff. i dont know... she doesnt do hw, or practices.. if you don do how would you know wat you dont know rite? i dont know how to make her see that and understand tt o levels is really not far away at all. i've all been through it. i know how it flew past me... haiz. i told her to call me for tuition only after she's done her hw. is it too harsh?

Ao after 4 hours of guzheng i came home and got stuck on this computer screen. i've been trying so hard to put the songs in a nice other so the dance will flow nicely... i roughly have it here and there. so i guess tts good? =) we're gonna do it and make it a performance. maybe it can be our break through into the world. that day wen we talked, we all had similar dreams that we wanna acheive... you know like teach dance, go for performances, earn a little cash. its not big dreams like becoming famous. they are just those eevry dancer wants. we're thinking of going back to bds to teach dance as enrichment? hahaha.. then we don plan to ask for money. maybe just cip points. haha. oh well, see how it goes...

the garden in my heart.messed.
6:37 AM

|Thursday, April 05, 2007

"I feeel pretty... oh so preeetty.. i feel pretty and witty and fine.....' haha. yea, i'm alittle ding dong now.. cos i've had a wonderful day!

i finally did my shopping after dunno how mnay months. though i didnt but much, wateva i bought made me just satisfied. hhmm... lets see, i got a cargo pants from samuel and kevin (for my dance) then a HOT PINK nail polish. haha. some clips and handphone accerssories. =)

Dance class was awesome today. latin hip hop was cool as ever and video groove was special today. iShi(intructor) video down the dance. so i can post it! hehehe.
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after class ishi and my classmate did this other dance.

oh ya, i kindof also found out ishi, my dance intructor is actually one of the members in soul from superband?!? haha. cool eh.

k i'm tired. going to lala land. nite!

the garden in my heart.messed.
7:25 AM