[Verse 1]
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you


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|Thursday, August 30, 2007

LALALA. exams are over! =D

Went to see the sinseh yesterday.. it was for my persisting back pain. Started in feb. its like you're old kinda feeling? its gets really sore wen you bend down for a while and try to stand straight up again. and some how it has spread to the upper back. so i decided its really time to seek help. plus i still have my knee that hasnt heeled since july.

doctor said the veins along my spine may be injured or not functioning properly. she also thinks that the upper back and knee could be a result of the back. And i discovered i have low blood pressure. So she decided to give me acupuncture. i was scared mann. the first 2 needles were painful. she kept telling me to relax relax. after that the next few werent that pain. then she had some hot stuff on me and then was some suction. i now have 4 HUGE red patches on my back.

hope it gets well! i wanna dance. dance without pain.

YAY. off to batam tmr. hope it'll be fun. =D


the garden in my heart.messed.
12:04 AM

|Saturday, August 18, 2007

Some random shots on presntation day.

exams are next week. =(
my course work grades are terrible! damn it. ='(
got lke b's and c+. even the ah beng in my class scored all b+
everyone expected me to do well.. wen i told them my results, they gave me that super shocked face.
i feel stupid.
i wanna dig a hole in the ground and never come up again.

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5:44 AM

|Wednesday, August 15, 2007

i did well for my presentation. my teacher was like "i like mei chin's style, her powerpoint slides should be an example for you all"
like over the moon. hahaha

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5:41 AM

|Tuesday, August 14, 2007

its 1.19 am and i suddenly feel like blogging.
hahaha. weird cos usually i'd rather go to sleep...
i have a huge presentation tmr. need to be all formal and stuff. Scared? DUH! On monday the groups that presented got kicked in the ass by my tutor. she harsh mann.. but wat to do, in the real world its like that. wish me good luck!

RHR had a meeting on monday too. we decided to clear out any unhappiness we have with one another. its better this way. dont wan anyone to have pent up emotions than blow up one day.=s its all done now. =)

tmr is ishi's final ritual before he is sent to the other world... it has been 49 days since he passed away.. i miss him mann...=( really feel it was a waste. haiz. too bad i wont be able to pay my last respects cos i got my presentation tmr. sry ishi. but in my heart i'll pray that you are happy and will be happier wen you move to the next realm. go there and teach dance or something. Maybe they have a superghost competition too. =D i'm sure you'll win again.

tired tired tired. gonna tuck in now. gd nties.

the garden in my heart.messed.
10:18 AM

|Sunday, August 12, 2007

new blog
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new life?


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7:41 AM

|Friday, August 03, 2007

BAck! =)
haha.. i haven been updating my blog...
Anywae, Life's been on the good side. Full of dance and study.... We have alot of lobangs recently to perform. abit worried cus we've been sitting on it. time to get cracking RHR! I got a change to do a salsa performance last 2 weeks ago. One week before the performance Raazmy called me. asked my to go for the practice... apparently this girl in the group backed out and it was like one week before the performance. how irresponsible can she get mann... Ah so i went on fri for my first practice. i tot it was hip hop tts why i agreed.Who knows! it was SALSA?!?! I agreed already. no matter how much i wanted to back out, i cant. Its kinda bad if i do. SO i bite my teeth and carried on. the returns were sweet. Amazing how i managed to learn how to salsa and go for a performance in just one week! totally enjoyed myself. not only did i meet new frens, i changed my goal in dance. no i wanna be VERSATILE. =) alrights. here's one of the rehearsal video.

(the actual performance wasnt perfect =S so this is better. =D)

Good thing no.2 --> YAY! got chosen by GIN (tp dance instrcutor) cos we were good! she's rewarding us by giving us a free lesson and O school. =D its great.

alrights. see you next time!

the garden in my heart.messed.
6:33 AM