YTAMIA
"Almost"


[Verse 1]
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
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|Thursday, February 26, 2009


I'm here to load of some thoughts after an 'eventful' day..

If you've noticed my msn nick...
it says 'i've learnt something'.
Well. yesterday's night of clubbing was okay i guess.
yes i had alil too much to drink but you know wat?
i was actually thinking alot in my own world.

I've just read serene's blog.
and i love to read her blog before i post..
makes me calm.. encourages me to just write wat i feel..
cos she always does.. =)

Yep. a club is a place full of temptations.
and though i have to admit its fun dancing while being tipsy,
its actaully dangerous if you don have frens you can count on.
hint hint*credits to SERENE and iris=)

This place of temptation.. its easy to get guys.
just give.. the green light! and they'll come crawling all over you.
green lights need not be in words, i must emphasize..
and anywae.. i would only say you are cheating on your partner if you do stuff intentionally..
so ask your devilish nature looming under your skin.
were you?

o0o! i was fed cherries again!
by the saaaaame bartender..
i'm suprised. he remembered me..
BUT. don worry. the cherry part ends there. HAHAHA..

I've been watching gossip girl the freaking entire day.
and i got upset while at it. yes.
retarded. i know... well,
a) i felt fat slumping infront of the computer.
b)i had the most horrible apetite and tummy squirls of the YEAR.
and most importantly..
c) how frens can plot against best frens in a way to gain personal satisfaction.
i mean.. even if getting back at them makes you feel good.. that joy only lasts for 30 secs? wtf?

Mum and Dad were hiding their eagerness to know bout my AHEM, 'first' clubbing nite.
i could see it in their eyes!! haaha
acting like it was no big deal at all! hahaha.
NO WAY! you guys love me too much.

i also, spent the day chatting with nick..
who was deligently helping he's dad at work!
its hard to believe. hahaha.. well..
nv stops amazing me huh?

Anywae to end this post..
i'll probably be laying off the clubs for some time.
no more cherry, no more dancing, and hell, no more liquor.
good bye rebel. arena, attica and cherry bartender for the next 2 months!

the garden in my heart.messed.
9:29 AM

|Saturday, February 21, 2009


I've been feeling eager bout driving these few days.

on fri, i completed my directional change and vertical parking, parallel parking.

i'm quite worried now, cos i have enough lessons to complete my course,

but i may have only 3 revisions.. =/






i've been very free lately, and hence have alot of time to think..

on fri i suddenly missed all my girls.

i text joey, joyce and serene =))

sometimes i dunno how i'd do without them...

exams end NOW! hurry!. i miss them.





once more a year has passed for me.

i still remember myself selecting marketing just a few months back.

and in my head, i was very much optimistic.

i remember entering the class on first day..

i first noticed suffian, then i sat with amanda. and... jenna! HAHAHA.

somehow later, i got to know suffian through amanda,

made frens with nam through suffi, and talked to sam becuase of nam.

hahahaha.. and we became a project grp. =))





intial stage of interaction was horribly weird for me.

first time i was outnumbers by guys.. not by 1, by 7!

when walking in school with them i was paraniod.

i bet ppl in TP would think imma butch, if not, imma flirt.

haha. slowly as we got accustomed to one another, we started forming cliques..

so my clique was very much my project grp.


i regretted a lil though, to not be able to interact more with the 3 other girls in my class.





The first event which brought all of us together was ccn day.

UNCLE SAM'S FRIED MARS BARS. hahaha. funny one.

the OILLL! eeewww!

then next we had our class outing at TM after mid sem.

watched NARNIA? hahaha.. i got to know tiff better than.. =)





During the hols i got to know jijie and jenna better. at osaka.

i also had loads of fun with daryl and wenjie at OSAKA UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!

their damn funny.





SIDE TRACK---

the sound of intensive training from 10am till late is SCARY.

i'm doubtful, if we can put up a good show.. =/

last year was 2 weeks of intensive and it ws draining..

i remember we only had 1 meal a day.. haha.

YAY! can lose weight. hahaha.

i cried like 3 times on the second day of the concert... hhhmm. no one knows.


i question.. will there be a process to look back on?

will it be like dreams? where we learn the choreography on the day on the performance?

will my juniors babies be able to take it?

is it fair for them?

will i cry agaiin.?=/


so much running through my head.. so much to worry.

we've not been given an ans for even the most basic question of the concert.

how can we not worry...

when can we stop doing this?





on a lighter note,

i went to club with serene, steph and kat on wed.

got all the fustration out. =)




met nick too. hahaha. =)

and kat's fren gave us a lfit home in he's sports car! cool stuff.

i was worried for kat cos she was the last one.



And i had to take care of serene who was awfully drunk and was saying my funny things.. HAHAHAHAHA! XD

towards the end there was open circle!!!

wtf. i couldnt go cos i was in a dress.!!



it was different somehow.. i was eager to go out.

usually in class i'd avoid. but tt one was diff... hhmmm...

nicky went out LA. so HAO LIAN.

anywae he won best dancer for hip hop 1 course. proud of you! =D


oo0o! this bar tender at arena was like flirting with me LAAAA..

THANKS for the compliment! and the CHERRY. hahahaa. xD





END OF SIDE TRACK----



Marketing yr 2 has ended now..

sam suddenly said ' ok. good bye 2M02!"

there was an awful silence..

yea.. its suddenly occurred to us it was probably our last time as a class.



The next few days...

i need to get on my feet and do my freakin resume and cover letters!

hurry before all the biz students start. hehe

KIA SU RITE!. oh well. business is like that.

you gotta FIGHT for it. agree?

i hope i can get serene's one.. =(



my holidays are gonna end soon!

yea. sucky..

since wen did dance becom such a chore?

wat process you want us to have?



*slap myself!*

CANNOT. must be optimistic.

its a concert. and its gonna be a good one.




Its been a long post!

SORRYYY! heh.


for awsomely bored and mugging ppl.. don worry.. SMILE!





the garden in my heart.messed.
8:44 AM

|Thursday, February 19, 2009




Heehhhh LOK oohhhhhh! =D


many pictures to load.


ps if it hangs your comp! hahaha.




here goes!


my class BBQ.






































































CAKE SMASHING!!!!



















BEST PEEKTURE OF THE NIGHT!!!!!!










































We played musical chairs. i stil cant believe it. HAAHA.






WENJIE is like VICIOUS AT MUSICAL CHAIRS!










SEE! he DON GIVE CHANCEEE!



3 MAN.


1 CHAIR.


WHO WILL BE THE SURVIVOR?









THE VICIOUS WENJIE.







It was a night of fun, laughter and joy.

Probably one of the best BBQ i've had. =)

We all dont wanna change classss =(((((

and i know hell lot of mkters out there are freaking jealous of us.

hahah. neh ni neh ni poo poo!
I LOVE MY CLASS.


the garden in my heart.messed.
10:53 PM

|Friday, February 13, 2009


HAppy VALENTINEs'! =)
Im home today =)
with my aunt, mum, sis and sis's bf.
their all playing mahjong
hahaha! wat a way to 'date'.




Me, Jenna and JiJie!


MY beloved class! =D
Left 4 dead version! hahaha. guess who is who. =D



Mr Gary is like PRO. hahaha





Me and Amanda!




Regina Koh is our fav la. =)





Nicky and his SXD shirt! RICH ASS.





Spot Serene!




hahahaa.. WEN JIE'S nice ass. HAHA XD




dARYL retarded as ever!











Something awesome to smile about,

MY GROUP WILL BE REPRESENTING MARKETING TO SPEAK TO FOOD REPUBLIC!
HOW FREAKIN AWESOME IS THAT?!?!!??!!

it was further complimented when regina koh told us, she also wanted us to do AnP, but since we had IMP1, she'll give the chane to another grp. ahahhaa..
to know that we were the choices for AnP subject and CRM.. makes me really happy.. But becuase Joyce wu insisted on having our grp do her subject, the other subjects had to choose other grps. HAHAHA.
i'm so happy you know?
i really am.. =)
and i love my group alot.
we work hard and play hard. and achieve results. =)
it'll be an experience!
i'll share it here soon. =)
2M02 class party is gonna at my place!
we gonna have an awesome bbq!
i CANT WAIT! =D


the garden in my heart.messed.
10:30 PM