[Verse 1]
Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you


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|Thursday, January 31, 2008

Its 1.16 am.
And i'm still waiting for my grp mates to send me the ppt slides so i can put in my part and do the final edits.

I dunno wat to say mann.

i haven study for my socio exam on sat! its an EXAM.

i hope to get banged by a car now.
i don mind a bus. it'll be faster tt way.

ahh heck watever i'm saying.

the garden in my heart.messed.
9:16 AM

|Sunday, January 27, 2008

I've been moody for the past few days..
and i've been taking it out at home.. i feel bad. =(
i get irritated very easily..
i still do.
so my dearest frens pls try not to agitate me in anywae k?
i really feel thats there's a chance i might blow up at one of you.
So much burden with sch..
i kinda feel like a ----- for the whole of this sem.
i freakin don do my tutorials,
i freakin cant focus in lecture..
its like i dont know wat i'm doing in sch for...
i've wasted so much of my time...
yet, i still cant bring myself to my study desk to do something good.
Projects, test, dance.
damn it.
After last weeks BA test i was like...
yay! sign of relieve.
but then, i remembered the next weeks' submission of marketing, socio final test, socio presentation and i'm like being hung already..
cant breathe!
hello!?! loosen the string yo.
Haven bought my new year clothes too..
suxs mann...
so not looking forward to this yr's new year.
Dance was terrible for ME today..
i had guzheng..
then i went late..
everyone who saw me said hi.
then the next thing they said was 'wa... you die liao. got ALOT lo.'
i know i know... ='(
i don wan this mann. why must dance be on a freakin sunday!?!?
if she just stops cancelling lessons here and there, we'll be fine la.
FUnkamaNia was good =)
all the teams were so close to winning..
its really like you cant say that any of the team doesnt deserve to win.
tmr is monday.
and i ahven do my tutorials.
freak life.
i'm going to slp...

the garden in my heart.messed.
8:01 AM

|Tuesday, January 22, 2008

You would fall for a Gentleman
You like a man who knows how to treat a lady. Your guy will be suave, sophisticated, and dashingly handsome. He remembers the little things that matter: holding doors open, offering his jacket to you when you're cold, and giving you flowers when you're down. Your Mr. Perfect will respect you, love you, and make you feel beautiful, because you are! So even though you may find yourself attracted to bad guys sometimes, save your heart for your very own Mr. Darcy.

Yea mann! thats so rite. =) too bad the guys i know arent there yet. Sad.. but you guy will... soon. HAHAHHA. =x

We spent 9 HRS at my house doing 3D MODEL FOR POM! ouch mann. my back hurts big time. =( still needa study later. tired.... but we good a damn good job. heh heh heh. =D

the garden in my heart.messed.
6:46 AM

|Thursday, January 17, 2008

SiCk! again.. -.-
Stupid flu seems to love me soo much. the last time i forced my body to fight it and looks like it doesnt work. need medicine.. so i went to the doctor.. he gave me cough drops and anti-biotics.

Was suppose to go school at 9 today, but i think the mediine made me really drowsy. Plus, i slept super late last night. i woke up at 1!

LAst night's beauty world was totally AWESOME! it blew me away mann... Firstly, the environment of the esplanade was already a WOW. The minute we walked in, it was like -jaws drop open- wow.... then we went to our seats, still WOW-ing... When the musical started, it was WOW again. the acoustics were superb. Can even hear their footsteps on the stage! The entire story was WOW WOW WOW! its amazing cos they were able to bring out the sentiments and emotions yet remain light hearted throughout... Super funny also. haha Got ONE sway thing la... the women next to me, she had BAD BREATH. everytime she laugh, that foul smell will diffuse into my air. damn it la... thankfully, during interval, my sis agreed to go change sit with me. heng lo! the second half of the show more funny ah! haha... THe costumes, props everything were damn nice la.... really man.. i dunno wat to say. The whole show also very drama.. haha VERY. like suddenly will have opera costumes come out and act, got mist all that.. and the part where this guy was singing how much he loved the girl, the back up dancers/ singers were also very drama! haha.. laugh until wanna faint! It was really good la. i think every one should go watch it. It has very strong local flavour in it. like the singlish, hokkien, canto and politics (like the i dont know anything) ONly a singaporean will understand. =) So since its exclusive to us. all the more we should catch it. GO GO GO. i'd reccomend it to eveyrone.

Tired again.. nap time! bye bye =)

the garden in my heart.messed.
2:29 AM

|Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Dance was good today =) we learnt poppin and lockin. woo.. thanx to danny! =)

Went to school at like 11 today.. suppose to compile the micro project and discuss POM then go lecture. but in the end, we didnt have time, so didnt go lecture.. Phew! one burden off my shoulders. end of micro. =)

Have i told you how much i hate my mico econs teacher? He's name is SIMON SEAH. yea. if you get him next sem or something, good luck... i Think its so pitifull.. like you come out to work, to teach the next generation wat you have spend your life learning.. but becuse of the way you do things, they way you act, you lose their respect for you. And you make your teaching career a life in hell. If i ever become a teacher and i find out that my students have 0% respect for me, i think i'll just end my life. he's a sad case. really... my class, we all cant wait for the feedback form. He sucks to the core. today is project submission, yesterday my frens' grp show him their project, he told them one word. REDO. tts all. he didnt tell them redo wat, or how to.
f!@#$%him sia.... I pity him. he's miserable...

I feel maligned. Today my chi tutor msg me.. say my tution kid ask her to ask me why i nv come on sat. she had alot of things she didnt know and had to bring it to her cousins house to ask her.. mann.. she make me look like i'm a lousy tutor la. i already lias with her and her mum that this month i can only come once a week cos of all the projects. and they agreed to it =( Haiz... i dunno wat to say mann.

Tmr i'm going to the BEAUTY WORLD musical! WEEEE. i cant wait la. i already though of wat i'm going to wear. =D its goona be damn good. i know. =) you guys be jealous. be very jealous! MUAHAHAHA...

the garden in my heart.messed.
7:28 AM

|Sunday, January 13, 2008

i need a break.
i want a break!

Yay. Guzheng concert is finally over nehz! hahahaha. it was great. =Di didnt make much mistakes =x and i had a good time with my frens... its nice to be bonded closer. Actually, they all arent as cold as they seem on normal practice sessions... all quite high. especially the younger ones. haha.. looking orward to next lesson when i can say hi to more ppl.
We camwhored the entire night.

Sam and i =)
hui jia and i =)
We look FUNNY! hahaha.

The aunty that made our hair =D she's really good. all of them are...
The young ones rehearsing Sheryl, me and sam..My Guzheng ensemble ( there are still lots more)haha.
Choo yan and i
Choo yan was quite being UNGLAM!
My class..

thats all for now... there'll be more when they give us the pics by the professional photographer. =)


Bye Bye =)

the garden in my heart.messed.
2:28 AM

|Thursday, January 10, 2008

CONCLUSION: yes. you do know people better through their blogs. =)

UNderstanding someone will increase your tolerance level of the person's behaviour. It was also help you assume less and reassure your trust for the person. thank god for blogs..

Today was ok... i was late for sch. haha first time! i wanted to be late on purpose. The night before i stayed up till 3... suddenly felt lazy.. so i set my alarm at like 10... lesson starts at 11. i left the house at like 10.35? was late for bout 15 mins.

Socio class was funny today. We did race and ethinicity.. then there was the part where we discussed about how to allow racial harmony to manifest in sch campus. the group that presented had this drawing below all their points.

( the red ink i added in one it wasnt in the original presentation)

so mcuh for racial harmony! HAHAH!. cant they find a better way? but it was harmless...

Later went shopping for serene's present with joyce. haha damn shiok la.. we bought her lots of stuff. =) hope she'll like it. We were late for dance!!! managed to rush from tm to simei in 5 mins. AMAZING RITE! still go toilet i pee and chnaged in 1 min. HAHAH! but after tt i realised i left my shorts in the toilet. my god.. sad + embarrassed. =/

IF only things could be the way it was. but thats just fantasising.. nothing remians the same.. as time goes.. ppl change. or maybe they don change. you just know them better. its sad la. but wat to do... i love my girlfrens.. i know i don have to worry bout them backstabbing me... i trust them alot. things will change again after concert. we'll see about it then. =) as for now, i'll just work hard on my dance...

the garden in my heart.messed.
9:06 AM

|Monday, January 07, 2008

I was suppose to do my socio project.. but now.. i'm kinda distracted by some things...

the world wont be fair... it CANT be fair damn it.


and the worse thing is we cant do nuts about it..

it hurts to see my frens suffer under the injustice of this world.

and it hurts more to know i'm also part of this world..

bleah. so emo....
shit. i'm being influenced by joyce!
stop it mei chin. stop it!.

the garden in my heart.messed.
7:10 AM

|Friday, January 04, 2008

As i'm blogging i'm waiting for my nails to dry.. haha -.-

Today was really boring...
i kinda found it kinda meaningless =(
Anywaes, the only good new is i got 30 / 40 for my pom... not exactly very good but its nice to have hit the 30. hahah.

Dance was sian.. =(
dance not shiok... everyone was like so dead..
i'll just pray tmr will be better...

I wanna be better...
good nite.

the garden in my heart.messed.
8:04 AM