|Monday, September 24, 2007
PHEW. a sigh of relief. finally, its over...the performance was good. And i'm proud of my team(cpr).I guess i have lots of stuff i've been thinking about since this collaboration. it has really opened my eyes and i've learnt alot of things.. really alot.Collaboration is NOT easy.. Seriously, it isnt... to think of 2 grps who have their own goals, frens and way of management coming to work together is kinda scary. frictions occurred over and over... it almost came to the point where we burst into flames... tough fight mann.. Aside from our differences, we also faced the problem of communication.. being in a big grp (16 ppl) it took alot of courage to voice an opinion ok. and of cos the huge 16 was split into their own cliques... sad cos i was thinking like why cant we just all stay together?? the minute one clique is formed, more will start. looking abck on our whole journey to the now i really feel like giving everyone a pat on the back. first big HOOHAA was one of the guys from the other team quiting. then it was a girl from RHR. and then corn.. wao. 3 ppl quit. can yu believe it? in just 3 weeks, 3 ppl quit... the whole incident bout me not letting vera quit kinda tot me something... if the person doesnt wanna stay, making her stay will not do any good as well.. her prob is yet to be solved. we're all just sitting on it now. haha. it also made me reflect on my leadership role.. ok. so i found out i wasnt tt good a leader. they called my hitler. -.- yea. it hurt. but i'm over it now... it made me a stronger person.. Talking about stronger person, this girl cries alot in my grp. should i think of it as weak? or as active tear glands? haha. pls enlighten me... On the good side of this collaboration, of cos i wanna shout out loud that i've made more new frens and have bonded closely with them.. its great to know that now i have more frens whom i can trust.. Actually eevrything in this soka performance is a good thing. every bad thing was a GOOD lesson for me. haha how optimistic can meichin get mann. -.- i guess i've stepped up one more level in becoming a lady. =) wil post again, with pictures and video! mean while, i gotta go for my musical rehearsal. bye!~
the garden in my heart.messed.
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