I'm sick. =( fever..
Wat a nice way to countdown to the new year. -.-

Past few days werent too good.. But it was good too... i dunno man.. i'm confused myself.
Good stuff.
sat night i had steamboat with my entire family... we went to the hainanese steamboat at beach road.. granny came along. becos of tt i'm already happy. then on top of that, that night she enjoyed herself very much. for that i'm 10 time happier. i guess cos the place was hainanese.. much talkin was done in hainanese, so she understood them. i could see the small smile on her face throughout the whole night.. the food was good too.. she ate alot. =) usually she's very pessimistic. to she her like tt, really made me happy...

Mum, sis and i shopped alot at the metro warehouse sale. lots of stuff there all quite cheap. =) i like things tt way. i'm cheapo. hahaha... i got lots of stuff.. make up, heels, hand bags, wallet. but no clothe. the clothe there not nice... very aunty. =s my sis and i shopped for our dad. bought him 2 polo tees... then sis bought like 2 shirts for her boyfriend. mum was busy.. too busy. haha..

sad-
stupid flu and cough... it has been bothering me for the past few days.. past 3 nights i didnt have a good sleep cos in the middle of the night i'd wake up with block nose. it made my sleep very tedious... finally last night i told my mum to give me medcine that makes you drowsy.. and thank god, i had a good night's rest. though fever is still on, its better then block nose. i swear.
dunno why, i cant seem to dance well.. i'm going through that ' i suck at dance' thingy AGAIN. i wanna improve. wanna perform at studiowu's evoke next yr. just afraid i'm good enough.
guzheng concert is on the 12. dunno if i'm prepared or not.. haven even memorise my scores yet...

dunno to be happy or sad-
i get a long better with older ppl....
i spent 41 bucks on 2 tops at fox. mum paid for it... i feel bad!! but then she was the one who wanted to but them for me..


i'm crazy... so many emotions. this is wat happens if you constantly survive on panadol for 4 days.

i'm going bACK TO BED.
nite

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!! =D

This years' christmas is crazy.. i Went to orchard on christmas eve with my dance mates..haha. i joined them quite late. like 9 plus? then we headed down to somerset. its was crowded.. but not as crowded as i expected though... i tot we had to like jostle our way throughout the night. but, it wasnt so bad.. =) We slacked a little at spinelli. haha... i was so excited. it was my first time in orchard on christmas eve... i so wanted to get my hands on the snow spray... its our defense waepon. hahaha. I was kinda scared too.. you know, hearing all the molest cases and ppl spraying snow into your eyes, then grabbing your boobs kinda story. plus it was the banglas who did them. disgusting.. oh well, 11.45 we went out looking for snow spray seller. after searching like so long.. NONE! sad =(( it hit 12. we counted down... then got sprayed by ppl!!!!! and we got nothing to spray them back! hhmmph! anywae, our search continued after that... FINALLY! we found one. haha got 6 cans for 10 bucks. i shared with iris... 3 each. the first thing we got it, SPRAY PANG YANG!!! haha... he had to walk like 3 meteres away from us. then ever time he tried to tell me something i spray him. HAHA. fun. =X
Walked to outside heeren, and saw a huge crowd circle. WA! must be dance.. so we went to see.. WTH LA. the stupid indians grinding one another. EEWW mann. seriously.. EWW. we were so ready to walk in and do an air freeze already mann.. but just as we were goin too the ppl stopped the music. i think they also buay tahan the indians. hahaha... they really know how to party mann...
As we walked along the streets, suddenly wen someone sprayed anyone of us, the whole of our grp will go spray them back. it was fun! a tinsy bit scary cos i scared later fite. but nah... everyone was out to have fun. and we tried not to play with the small ah bengs, they got no brains for nuts. i ate quite a bit of 'snow' disgusting lo.. taste like mama lemon.haha.
i reached home at like 2. surprisingly, the trains weren't crowded. in fact it was empty! KW had all the space he had to do funny stuff on the train. haha. -.-
today, christmas day... i spent my entire day watching korean movie. HA. sian... nvm i got my christmas party tmr. and i'm stayin over at joey's house after tt. YAY! i can finally stay over... i was in a super good mood, i gave my mum a 1/2 hr massage. haha... =) [permission was given by my dad not mum] .

Anywaes, i'm worn out. will blog again soon. =)

CHRISTMAS is coming!!!!!!!!!
yay. yay! YAY!
i love the atmosphere of this time. =)



Dance was a killer once more.
We did dance hall. Supposedly called reggae now.
But Gin said singapore know nuts bout reggae... O school started it. and know they have to stop it. reggae has a super super long history... and hence, no one can really dance reggae, unless you're part of the jamaican culture.

HIP HOP
HISTORY LESSON 1
Founded in 1973.
By a jamaican guy in brox, new york, United states of America.

I'm tired... had like spliting head ache the whole of today... tmr still got guzheng..I'M HAVE MY TERM BREAK. WHERE AM I STILL SO FREAKIN BUSY! AARRGGGH.

slp slp slp slp. i wan slp...

Stupid mosquitoes.
Irriating MOsquitoes.

THey are soo picky with their food.. my sis, mum and i sleep in the same room. yet only i get bitten. 9 TIMES! WTHH.
It quite gross cos 7 of them are on the same hand. the other two is on my legs... i feel like rubbing chilli on my skin on day. let them bite then die from the spicyness.


Some time has passed.
i Still feel the distance though... i kinda feel in the dark, like not really knowing wat certain thing means when they do certain things... It sux. some times its like if joyce and joey arent going, i don feel like going either. cos i know i'll be left out. and its uneasy to keep pushing myslef into their clique. Call me sensitive. watever. but i cant stop the way i'm feeling..

Whats the point of calling yourself a grp wen you're not in it together already?

My room's almost done! finallllyyyY =) i have so many things i wanna do after the mid sems. my calender is already 7/8 filled. majority being dance training.. as much as i want to train for concert, i also want seom time to relax.. oh wells. will see how...

i Dont like blur innocent naive girls. thats just the nice way of saying it. if you say it in bad ways, you can substistute those with low- awareness, self centred and ignorant. YA... so if you think you are one of them you better change. cos i'm really starting to despise you! hahaha. Why do guys like them anywae? cos it makes them feel bigger. more MAN. haha pui la... after awhile you just get sick and irritated of her constant reliance on you. then you'll just wanna quickly fling her off. I'm i not rite?

Dance on sat was tiring... we did the girls hiphop.. GIN didnt give us any water break and we were all like half dead.. After wne its was the guys turn, a few of us went to the squash court to practice with our heels on. MY HEELS BROKE. =( but... it also means i can get a new one! HAHAHAHA... =X