|Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Stupid mosquitoes.
Irriating MOsquitoes.
THey are soo picky with their food.. my sis, mum and i sleep in the same room. yet only i get bitten. 9 TIMES! WTHH.
It quite gross cos 7 of them are on the same hand. the other two is on my legs... i feel like rubbing chilli on my skin on day. let them bite then die from the spicyness.
Some time has passed.
i Still feel the distance though... i kinda feel in the dark, like not really knowing wat certain thing means when they do certain things... It sux. some times its like if joyce and joey arent going, i don feel like going either. cos i know i'll be left out. and its uneasy to keep pushing myslef into their clique. Call me sensitive. watever. but i cant stop the way i'm feeling..
Whats the point of calling yourself a grp wen you're not in it together already?
My room's almost done! finallllyyyY =) i have so many things i wanna do after the mid sems. my calender is already 7/8 filled. majority being dance training.. as much as i want to train for concert, i also want seom time to relax.. oh wells. will see how...
i Dont like blur innocent naive girls. thats just the nice way of saying it. if you say it in bad ways, you can substistute those with low- awareness, self centred and ignorant. YA... so if you think you are one of them you better change. cos i'm really starting to despise you! hahaha. Why do guys like them anywae? cos it makes them feel bigger. more MAN. haha pui la... after awhile you just get sick and irritated of her constant reliance on you. then you'll just wanna quickly fling her off. I'm i not rite?
Dance on sat was tiring... we did the girls hiphop.. GIN didnt give us any water break and we were all like half dead.. After wne its was the guys turn, a few of us went to the squash court to practice with our heels on. MY HEELS BROKE. =( but... it also means i can get a new one! HAHAHAHA... =X
the garden in my heart.messed.
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