i fell damn shitty today =(

its becuase of dance.
like DUH!!
haiz.. training was from 6-9. but becos the seniors felt tt our dance wasnt good so they wanted to extend it to 10. But they gave a choice.. those who need to leave can leave first.
i left first.. after thinking hard... i feel bad.
cos i know i dance super NOT WELL. but yet i couldnt commit time to polish up my steps...
sux sux sux!

sian. after this weekend, we would have exams and then only 2 weeks to practice for the whole musical. is that crazy or is that crazy? its CRAZY. freak mann... why didnt we start early. why did Gin keep cancelling lessons. why did we waste so much time in camp. why do we have to have musical near exams. WHO PLANNED IT TO BE LIKE THAT!!!! why why why why why why why. SO WHOSE FAULT IS THIS? who who who who who who. aarrgghhh. -.-

i don like this.... -.-

i realised that i don find anyone in my clique who has to same aspirations as me. which is be good in studies and dance. i find tt most ppl in dance aspire to be good in dance -fullstop- And hence even if they had some priority in studies it would be the pass the subject and not to get As.. So there goes... no one will understand.

Diff ppl got diff aspirations. that is definite... but i guess thats the way th world works rite... yea. ignore my post.. i'm just finding a plce to regergitate all my laments.

study time.
bye bye.