|Tuesday, March 25, 2008
confused.there's so many things in life i wanna do..but time only limits me the that few.we have to compromise...but wat if the thing that you dont want to do most is not for you to make the decision to do anot.i tried to talk to them. but they didnt try to listen to me.i know and i respect that watever they say means something, or maybe something we have yet to know/ experience... afterall, they've lived much longer then me.but still.... you should have at least tried to listen. nobody knows.i guess only the song knows me best...i dont know whether to be happy or sad about this.Melvin (latin instructor, the guy from the dancefloor) walked over to me and said" Mei Chin. i think you should really consider finding a partner and compete in dancesports.. represent TP. "i was elated. overjoyed. could harldy supress my happiness.but the next thing that struck me was, you think you have the time to do this?you think mum and dad will allow? do you have the $$?so tell me.should i be happy or sad?Today we went to regent hotel to rehearse for the TP d&d performance.i was PISSED OFF by the managment...wa lao.. nv give us time to mark stage. then we went on. confirm cock up one ma.. so we all very easy going about it. we laughed off our mistakes.then you came and told us off.. say we should be more serious.how can we laugh on stage..i ask you.use your brain can?haha... even my mum run childcare one also know must mark stage first la...damn funny...tired. confused. anything but happy.
goodnite.
the garden in my heart.messed.
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