|Monday, March 17, 2008
HOHOHO.
concert's over..
So many emotions running through me now.
i feel weird, lost and empty cos there's no more training..
i feel happy, inspired and motivated cos we did well for concert.
and i feel sad, missing my dance babies and still SAD cos its over...
Oh wells.
so many things to share with you guys.
so many things i've learnt, seen and been made aware of.
i guess being a tpde member i know that technique wise, we arent tt good.
there are stll ppl who cant do the basics..
control technique is greatly lacking...
and most importantly, some ppl havent got the drive to self improve on their techniques and awareness.
all those, we've seriously gotta improve if we wanna be better then others.
good stuff. i feel we created a big impact, and heard we've inspired many young ones to take up dance. there are also those who enjoyed the energy level we were able to bring out and also the ability we have to potray diff characters. thats' wat which makes tpde special and diff from other dance crews.
Personally, i'm happy with my performance. i made a break through! *weeee~ claps claps* i was able to potray the character in each dance. my face has now become another dance step in choreographies and routines... its like you play a computer game, and you have unlocked a tool you can use to empower your moves. YEA! lets see.. many of my dance babies praised me... joyce, joey, andreas, keith, tim, gen etc. RYAN pointed me out as those few with strong facial expressions. GIN said " i love your expression. kill them with beat it mei chin!" WWOOAAHHH. both ryan and gin leh!!!!!
On top of that i was able to enjoy while i perform. that i feel was most important of all. There's still room for improvement.
Through this performance i was able to learn the important stage ethics. like wen i forget my steps, within 0.03secs i'm able to snap myself out of the shock and move on. bringing in the confidence will definitely help. knowing wat the ppl beside you are doing and their movements will also save you alot of trouble. INITIATIVE. don need to wait for Gin to shift you to your formation, just follow the one you're mirroring. don wait for ppl to assign you jobs. go and do them. it makes things alot eaiser for the leaders.. AND (this i must say) you don need to be the best dancer to correct someone. but you AT LEAST NEED TO HAVE THE BASICS RIGHT! hahahah...
We went through much joy and pain. I really wanna thank my frens who have stood by me. thoguh i've nv really shown my feelings openly, somehow, you guys were just able to feel wat i'm feeling. the simple words like 'are you ok' really made me feel better everytime. thanks=) We all break down. i'm sure... but what i feel, is that after you break down, stand up and improve. DON ever stay back at the same position. you let down yourself and others..
today, i spent the entire day relaxing... just do wat i feel like doing.. =) edited some photos which i'll post later. the rest will come wen i collate all. =)
GOOD NEWS! i'll be performing my sweeet dreams at TP's dinner and dance. =D
anywae, PICTURE TIME!.
my loves. RHR
DUNNO. who is tt unglam girl..
The best work of the day..
to be continuedd...
the garden in my heart.messed.
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