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you might get offended by this post.
so don read if you don like vulgarities.
and don come argue with me after tt cos i told you not to read.

tuition bad.
dance bad.


My tuition job has been a pain in the ass! They ( mother and daughter) keeps asking wen i'm going for tuition. Freak! i already told you i got dance concert rite. will call you!!! And Freak. ok i don care. my vulgarities come out already.. FUCK! you find a replacement just becos i not going for a few weeks. =( yep. i know they are not in the wrong. but mann... i feel my job is going going gone... dance makes it worse... the rehearsal timings keep changing... cant you fucking keep to your schedules time?! yes. you may argue tt we are suppose to give all our time to dance after exams. and yes i have. you all say 9-6, ok. i change my schedule for dance. then late late at nite comes the msg of changed schedule.. and THEN, less then an hr before training comes another changed time. i try so hard to accomodate to the timings. i have other things too you know. i have sooo many other things.
tired.
fucked up.

i look weird wen i dance. something is wrong.
i asked iris.. she said yea. something looks diff...
fuck. wth is it????


i guess tts why i'm not in HER head.
not as significant in HER mind.
it sux tt i have to rely on my 2 frens before she can remember tt mei chin exist.
and i nv NV like trying to get noticed by ppl.
its sad sometimes... to know i'm better than some of them.
leadership wise, thinking wise, maturity wise.
yet i don get wat i deserve.
damn...
i quietly screaming for attention.

and don take the HER as a girl tt i like.
NO NO NO.
i'm striaght..
rest assure bout tt.


6 more days to concert.
we are no where near.
good luck everyone.

serene! i juat wanna say FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKF FUCK too...