|Saturday, July 12, 2008
I LOVE SATURDAYS!
Rise up for dance in the morning,
lunch with my besties,
go home and accompany mum for foot massage (absolutely awesome after tedious dancing)
rest and slack for the rest of the night.
Today was frank's bday.
we celebrated at cafe cartel..
Gin paid for the cake. hmmm...
i think we should pay her back?
Suntec dance 2008.
winners get a chance to compete at the battlegrounds in MELBOURNE.
i'm selected to compete..
Gin put put me in the all girl's team...
girls hip hop... is it really my thing?
i dunno...
i'm having mixed emotions currently...
i happy that i got selected, but yet i'm unhappy.
do i really deserve this? i wasnt good enough for TBG. and suntec dance is like WOAH x 100.
=(
and, i really really feel sad. why must there be ppl who cant participate.
i know how it feels like. and it hurts. i can tell you that.
Yesterday, popo's fever went up to 39.
i told uncle to come drive her to the hospital.
So we went there, spend 5 hrs at the hospital, take blood samples, unrine test, x-ray...
we waited.. and waited.. till 12 plus.
then finally the results are out.
thank god. its not something very serious...
and so we decided to bring her home..
back home, she finally ate some stuff after much cajoling..
the main part is.. i took my clothes and towel, got ready to go bathe.
then i decided to sit at the living room where she was eating, just to wait for that sentence...
she looked at me, then pointed her finger to the toilet " go bathe la.."
that few words made me smile, with glee...
its a type of happiness i cant describe. like you wanna cry and smile at the sam time.
its like the 70% happy but 30% sad.
something like eating a awesome bar of choc and you're at its second last peice.
you enjoy it, yet feel sad cos you know its gonna be gone.
ppl out there complain about the old constantly nagging, being a pain in the ass..
there'll come a day where you want it but you wont hear it.
and i know wat i'm trying to say here will be useless to all.
i guess you wont understand until you go through it?
yep. who likes nagging seriously?
haha. i doubt so. just take it in.. thats all i'm saying.=)
i gonna go watch sweeney todd for the second time now.
GOODNITES.
the garden in my heart.messed.
8:15 AM
