|Thursday, September 11, 2008
I'm back.today, another day spent at home.i realised i really could have the potential to be a potatoe couch.somehow. i just could not motivate myself to get up for 3hrs on the couch!I'M SHOCKED.anywaes, i finally did it and i had a splitting headache.haha... i tell you i was so gonna sit down again. (hahahaha)i watched NIM'S island today..kinda cool..i do wish i could live on an island too. with sealions as your frens, and sea gulls as your satellite.=)but of cos NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT alone.. heh....its fun swinging from tree to tree you know?like tarzan!!! =DTMR ITS SUNTANNING TIME!! awesome stuff. i needa get my white ass tanned.too much time spent in the dance studio and not in the sunresults in pale white looking ugly skin.talking bout skin, i went for facial today..my face is really like shit. non stop break outs.all thanx to the thick make up. -.-well. the women almost killed me.thank god i have a strong will power.ppl say: ai mei bu yao ming. hahaha.. results are a pain in the ass.and somehow my frens just wont understand. cos diff ppl see diff things with their own level of importance.. rite? well.. its only human...i've been complacent. and this lesson really hurts.it made me wonder if suntec was worth it.maybe when the dancers see this they wanna slap my face and shout ' OF COS ITS WORTH IT!' but like wat i said. diff ppl got diff priorities.i'm so envious of my grp mates.. i wished i had been like them. more focused.i also feel that i've let down my parents.and by right i'm suppose to quit dance now.well, i haven got the guts to tell them.thanx NELSON!. sry for making you worry. =/
i'm slping early tonight. 11.30.. the last time i slept at this time was like sec3?hahahaa...
the garden in my heart.messed.
8:04 AM
