well words itself cannot express how grateful i am for this entire journey.

2 months have been really hectic.

and i really pleased we've made it to the finals.

here's an individual dedication to my extremely voguely girls,

to STEPH

.deaire, you've been a ball of laughter that snowballs.

you've got so much energy ( AT NIGHT) and i really take my hat of for you being so strong.In this competition you've gone through some really though times and we've seen you brave through them with all that you got. i wanna be strong like you!! i wan! and girl, we'll do HEADSPINS together soon kay! =D

to SAM.

Well, obviously the 2 of us had the most amount of friction. but all the friction has also made things smooth between 2 of us. i've yet to have so many things to learn from you maybe some you wanna learn from me too..*hint hint. hahahaha. oh, Yes. i havent admitted to you that wat you said bout me needing recognition is true. i realised it through you. thanx. =) Take live easier. tt i will also bare in mind from now onward. THIS WOMEN IS AWESOME STUFF. wait till you see us do our SEXY ACES DAY DANCE TOGETHER. hahahahaahahahahahahha.

to JOYCE baby.

thank you many many many many. no one could have been more understanding and tolerant than you! and i know many times in this competition i could have hurt you unintentionally and i'm really sorry for that. forgive me? this lady here only knows how to care for others. And therefore with her around, you just feel safe. =) thanx loves.

to BEAU BEAU. aka beautrice

Its good to know you so much more through this competition, and i'm looking forward to knowing more behind tt sian 0.5 face. HAHAH! =X wells, i know you've been through hard times in this compeition. juggling SIP with dance. constantly having to ctach up with the rest. its so much more tiring. and seeing you commit sometimes just makes me wanna learn from you. =) thanks for hanging in there for us. and. =)

to MIAOW MIAOW aka kathrene.

OF COS she's really noisy and she can be equally irritating. but hey. SHE'S DAMN FUNNY. some times i think back on the things she do and i say, i unknowingly smile. and now that she's been blessed with GIN's saliva, everythings seems funnier. HAHAHA. HAHAHAHHAHAHAA... well, i just wanna thank you for always being on time and encouraging me to be on time as well.

to IRIS TAN.

well she's our leader. and i feel bad for her sometimes wen she needs to irritate gin for us. THANX. =) it must have been really hard on you. you're like a lil girl to us. and most of the time we spend time worrying for you. Hopefully after this competition you would have grown k? always remember that people are people. and one day, they may no longer care. then wat'll happen to you? rite? its always good to be independent.=) huggs. thanx.

last but not least. JOEY.

joey is as tall as me.... to my shoulder. HAHAHA. and its also becos of the hair. =x heh heh heh...well, its been really nice to be dancing with you. joey seems to be the one who can keep her cool in almost any type and every type of situation. i also wanna apologise if i've ever hurt you in this competition. sry.. my bet. i've got so much more i wanna learn from you. guide me along k? thanks thanks in advance!!! HAHAH

OK.. I KNOW I KNOW.. its gettin really long and draggy, like star awards.

i just have 2 more thanx to say..

wait. make it 4. =P

1 goes to SERENE. for being there wen i down and i have no one else who will listen or understand me. when i hugged you yesterday i just felt like pouring out all my tears and pain and tiredness and anguish i've gone through. thanx for tolerating my complains..

2 goes to URBAN STANCE & INDEPENDENT CREW. thanx for the continuous encouragement.thanx for helping us get materials for costume on such short minute notice and they did ask for anything in return at all. plus they got the best that they could. also thanx for being there with us. the liang teh! and eveyrthing.

3 goes to BEI BY. its really nice to hear some advice from the OLD AND WISE. hahaha.. NO LUH. kidding. you're like the most vibrant BABY. haha..

4. thanx to GIN.. for taking time off and for making our formations and choreography so PRETTY (and difficult -.-) plus guiding us as much as you could. we all understand that you're a busy women. thanks yo.

WAIT...... last one last one...

i'm was super touched. during pre set on stage, i could see form the corner of my eyes, all my tpde babies running in the rain back to right in front of stage to scream and shout for us. IN THE RAIN!. my heart literally melted. thanx also to other supporters who took time to come down. the rain was horrible. but it also showed hos muhc more yall cared. =)

i shall stop here for today, but i'll update on more things i havent been able to.

btw. good news ppl.

i think I FOUND BACK MY SENSE OF EMPATHY

and i'm glad its back. thanks for those who helped find it for me.