|Monday, October 20, 2008
day 1 of 2.2 wasnt that bad...i was happy to see all my frens.i've been going to sch everyday for the holidays and its really boring!so... wat i'm trying to say is.. FRENS MAKE SCH A WHOLE LOT MORE FUN TO GO TO! =Dtoday was kinda a sad day for me?cos i was suppose to get fired for my tuition officially.but thanx to my frens in school..and dance babies for the movie after school...it got my mind occupied.so wasnt too caught up with feeling sad. =)sometimes wen you put your heart and effort into something,you'd expect good returns. or to be appreciated at least.i guess its different this time..pampered girl.. sacked me cos i gave her 'too much' homework.i'm not angry.. i'm just sad. cos i really commited to her.bei said ' some times we shouldnt put too much of ourselves into other ppl's biz'i guess i really understand it now.i was on my way to her place and i was feeling lots of stuff.but mostly just sadness?i jay-walked, and almost fell into a deep drain.i smiled. like... 'hey! i'm blessed! i didnt fall in. =)'somehow tt incident turned my feelings around.like i should be happy. cos they are at a loss? like which tutor will try so hard for her student?hahahah! and showing them that i'm happy probably would twitch their nuerons and make em think more.i knocked on her door and passed her the answer sheets, then i told her to study hard and walked away ( happily)when i reached the bottom of the stairs a slight breeze blew past me but it felt goooood.i suddenly felt to relieved and so free from exhaustion.damn, i should have done this earlier! =Di really grateful for my birthday this yr?like.. i've always pictured my 18th birthday to be a splash. the party of the month! etc.but truth is.. few days before my birthday..i just felt nothing. i didnt feel excited. i wasnt even looking forward to it.even until the day before...wierd huh?.but.. thanks to my dance babies once more.they made it so fun... so much more then i ever wanted.surprising me in my KITCHEN?!?! hahahhahahaaand ganging up with my MUM?!?!? wat were yall thinking mann! HAHA!my dad laughed soo hard wen i told him over the phone on sunday...nelson asks me to tell mum she's dope.she says thanks nel.hahahahah!thanks guys.plus. all the wishes from frens frens frens.just made me happier. =)after they left. i went to mum for a huggg.MC: eyy mummy. how does it feel carrying me like since the day i was born and like now?mum: -didnt reply-MC: feels big rite?MUM: yar. you see la.. last time can carry within my chest. now your butt and lower half is like hanging out from my chair.MC: hhaahahha..MUM: but you'll always be my sweetie pie. =)MC: yea. =) MC: eyy.. can i go clubbing?MUM: NO.MC: why... i'm legal already!MUM: no.MC: wa.. fine.. i shall be childish then............eyyy. when can i go??MUM: -no reply-hahhaaha!
the garden in my heart.messed.
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