|Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Hello all.2008 may not be ending in a good way..so many projects to complete so much to improve...i don remember 2007 being so stressful =/Anywaes, for me, 2008 is actually the worst year in my life so far..but, i guess, it was also the year i learnt and changed so much..i'm still in the process of changing and sorting out my identity.. so pardon me if i've done anything wrong to you in this years..In 2008..i was criticised of my leadership.i was constantly chided for saying hurtful words.i hurt a lot of my friends.i lost my confidence.i lost alot of money..i often scrutinise ppl's bad points.i couldnt do well for my GPA.i didnt get TBG.i didnt get JAM N HOP (march)i had my walls surrounding my heart freeze still.i did not love any guy (im serious)i was scattered and pride-fulli was ego-istici made many ppl unhappy...i probably cried more than i usually do in a year.In 2008,i had new friends i really cherish.i was given good opportunities in dance.i learnt so much about team work.i pushed over my limits in dance.i'm cleaner and have more character in dance.i learnt from my dear friends things which i probably would nv have learnt on my own.i understood that people have their differences.i lowered my ego and pride.i've become more flexible.i learnt that working is not easy and treasure money more now.i've opened my eyes to the world..In 2009,i will learn to foccus on people's positive points.i will try to love.i will sort out my identity.i will love my friends more.i will not stinch on sharing and giving.i will continue to make ppl around me happy.i will continue to work harder on dance and studies.i will accept love.i will be more forgiving and forgetting.i will be a better person. =)its been tough... so it'll be better.. rite?i hope so =)2009 here i come.
the garden in my heart.messed.
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