Hello..
its been sometime since i last blogged.
frankly speaking things have not been going well for me lately..
its been like that since the start of 2009.
but, i'll keep optimism on my side..
i dont believe that dwelling in self-pity will do any good.
and so i shall not.

Having said that, i've noticed slightest happy thing thats has been going on..
and thus have made it through the days without pulling a long face.
PatSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS on my back. =)

Todays performance is as usual SO-SO..
i dont know wen we'll ever give an impactful performance.
usually since its a school performance we often take things easy.
and we're always not given sufficient time.
i'm sick of that.
but whats the use wen i'm the only one feeling this way.
this are just personal thoughts which may not be exactly true,,
so my dearest dancemates do not misunderstand!!!!

i cant wait for gems 4.
i probably will not tkae up anymore performances in school till then..
i wanna train in my mountain.

Anywae school stuff are coming along not so good.
RM teacher PANG SEH us.
yes. PANG SEH, ABANDON, DITCH, LEFT us.
and wen we asked the new teacher if she could check if we're on the right track she said she doesnt mind.. but she's not the one marking the paper in the end..
so wat if she says the wrong thing. and so.. we asked is that @#$%^& discussed with her about any consultation stuff.
she said no. and she said the #$%^& probably wont want to see our entire report. the most we can do is highlight some stuff and email her.
i WILL COMPLAIN if she doesnt reply the emails.

i also got a freakin 79/100 for my assignment.
1 EFFING MARK AWAY FROM A!!!!!!!!!!!!
and no sympathy was shared.

I shall stop here today.
pray for us tat saturday will be a AWESOME show. =)
peace out.