Hey peeps.
its been 2 days without worries. =)
i'm enjoying it.

Lets start with Celebration of learning?
its was fun. surprisingly.. hahaha..
i tot its be some boring shit.
but as markerters, we bring the fun!
haha..
I LOVE JENNA'S DSLR!!!
she was nice to let me play with it the whole day..
haha. pictures soon!

Anywae, that night after dance,
i talked a hell lot with fatty sheep.
the stuff he said made alot of sense...
Actually i realised py is not all irritating.
i guess he doesnt say this stuff to people because he cant.
in his passage of dance i guess its similar to mine? like we both like to tell ppl things straight.
and some ppl cannot handle that, so we always become the bad guys.
so, it has forced him to just shut up?
i can understand.. and my time will come soon..
wat for you try to help the person and get chided in return..
not worth the pain and effort.. not worth... =(
he also explained to me how much you level of skill plays a part.
its like people will always deny that they will not be angry wen a lousy students tell them tt they suck.
but its not true. we humans are like that, we just cannot accept!
mean. horrible.. but yea.. lets admit it.
i've had it before. =X
i slapped myself hard after that.
like wtf was i thinking.
people will not respect the things you say if you cannot perform better than them.

Than i talked to tim..
and the most educational sentence of the night from him was...
its doesnt mean that if you can accept ppl telling you straight in the face, means ppl can handle that too...
i figured we all work in different styles..
and we should respect that..
so now if you learn a person cannot take it we cannot force them too..
its just how you wouldnt want ppl to force you eat a cockroach!
eeeeeeeee.
i would hate that person too if they made me do tt!
i would hate them to the core..

i felt so much more enlightened.
less worried and more motivated...


Went to rebel to have fun with my girls last night.
its was cool.
i didnt have much alcohol.
mei qi was super nice la..
she took care of all of us. =)
thanksss... and the rest of us, we helped each other keep an eye too.
i would go with them again too.
they are safe clubbing frens. HAHAHA!


I was asked by py to think back wen i first started dancing.
and... the only thing i can remember from there was..
how fun it was.
with joyce and melise.. sometimes frankie..
we would go for studio wu classes.
how we always felt we needed to dance bettter.
how elation would overwhelm when we got picked out.
i feel jsut becuase i've hit a pass-able level as a dancer i slacked back.
and i got too worried over things which are not even at all impt.
so i guess now its back to training.
i'm not good in dance at all.
no where near good.
good= gin, ryan, kate, mazlan, ashley, an an, gi gi torres, jun..........................
i'm. no. where. near.