|Sunday, April 26, 2009
Monday afternoon and i have nothing better to do.So here i am blogging about almost anything i can talk about.If only i had cable tv.then i can be a couch potatoe...and learn stuff from national geographic or animal planet..Realised something about myself...erm, if i don trust someone, i hold back alot about myself..and that also got me to understand something joey said some time ago..' Because she's more open ma.. so guys tap into her easily..."ohh... ok. now i understand.dont you agree?if you are more open with someone, the process of knowing each other speeds up.random craving for char kway teow.hhahahaa.ok. yaa. back to being open...being open requires you to not fear tt a person should know you too well before the time is ripe.so i should classify my distrust in a form of fear,that would lead to a result of holding back.wen you close off the person to certain topic, the conversation ends there..
and time later, you both feel there's nothiing much to talk about.wen actually there is. its whether you want to or not. =)such a boring topic rite.CHANGE!...Ever did something or said something with intentions to uncover the opposite party's personality?hahahaha.. i bet YES. ever been on the receiving end wen you feel a certain phrase was put out to test your reaction?so wat was your move?i came across this CHEESY PICK UP LINE.here it goes...' For every pimple you have on your forehead, a man i thinking of you... See all those pimples you have? thats meeeee.... *wink wink*' HAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAAHA. OMG.SLAP HIS FACE. -.-----ok now is MONDAY NIGHT..hahahhaa. yes.. i am taking quite some time to finish this entry...We met our client just now..they are pretty cool ppl i would say...we'll see how it goes..SIP is a PAIN IN THE ASS..and fyi. it has not even started...finding a good place is so tough! =(bad economy.. bad times.. =/i just finished watching MARLEY & ME...You know, several times, i've woke up half way to put my hands on my dogs chest to see if he was still breathing...and there was this once, i didnt feel anything..i sat up and shoook him so hard so that he would move again..and thank god he did..he opened his eyes and starred straight into mine...i let out a sigh of relieve and my heart began beat normally again..Lucky is 12... its about his time..After the show i ran to his bed, picked him up.and hugged him so tight.. tears started falling again...i'm so afraid of that day.. =(((Its hard for others to understand how much you can love a dog.And if i remember correctly, this isnt the first time i'm saying this here..maybe only a handful of you would feel where im coming from...i dunno. lucky is family.. =) and i love him so very much.i shall end today's post here...its almost 12 now... goodbye readers. =)
the garden in my heart.messed.
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