|Tuesday, May 12, 2009
HEllo! i havent been blogging for sometime..
i dont really know why actually..
in fact, time is passing so quickly, i cant even keep track of the things ive been doing.
Emotions over the past week has been rather on the down side...
i guess it all started with my screwed up interview.
i was late. don ever be fucking late for an interview...
and you guys know hos much i value punctuality. so not only did i disappoint the interviewer, i totally feel like a shit hole loser till now. =/
I've been very much alone too..
i mean, not physically, but mentally.
havent really been sharing with my loves about stuff and all.
i really cant wait for sunday.
i need some private time off, and some good ass sun tanning.
Night-working Coffee Boy as called by cherie has got me into a hell lot of thinking.
i really dont know if i should continue the game.
half of me wants to pull back due to many many reasons.
while the other half feels that maybe there's more to come..
side track--
caught STAR TREK with my groupies.
im not a trekkie fan, but seriously, the show was AWESOME.
i tot the storyline was really good. and of cos the graphics are stunners.
catch it.
Anywae, it was fun wwatching with them..
afterall the stress we accumulate over the week, its also fun to have destressing time together.
thank god for my groupies. i'm so grateful.
LONG AND PROSPER. *do the hand sign* hahahahahha
Also on saturday, i called the girls out for drinks.
they were so on! =D thanks babes.
i really needed to get out of the house.
i had my very first cup of FLAMING LAMBOGINI!!!
so did sam. hahah who got a lambogini hang over the next day.
its niceeee. erm. the ending part especially. milky milky one. =)
then we camwhored alot.
and went to a LATIN CLUB. omg. so fun!
went to china one. and last stop was MG.
first time there. =) andddd the jaquzzi looks tempting but i wasnt appropriately dressed.
anywae, it a really nice place for couple.
sky view comfortable environment....
I like guys who are witty you know?
some times i just find it irritating that i read past their mind too quickly.
i'm not saying that i'm smart of wat,
its just that their words, and actions,
makes things too obvious.
i hate to thhhhiiiiiinnnnkkk so much!
argh.
someone!
occupy me with something!
i feel so gone with saatchi.
not replying my calls. there goes my sip...
and i have not motivation to source for more...
i was jus describing to ian the feeling is like..
you just got rejected by a girl..
and you don ever wanna fall in love again.
ha. good analogy he said.
okay. i'm ranting.
i'll stop. buhbye!
the garden in my heart.messed.
9:22 PM
